RE-EXPERIENCING THE REDEMPTION – PESACH
Shira Smiles Shiur – March 18,
2012/Adar 24, 5772
Summary by Channie Koplowitz Stein
Dedicated In honor of Hagon HaRav
Chaim Pinchos Scheinberg zl
Years ago there was a
radio show called You Are There.
Through the use of various sound effects and emotional script reading,
(remember, this was pre TV) you felt you were actually witnessing the
crash of
the Hindenburg, for example, and experiencing the horror. Is it
therefore
impossible for us to contemplate re-experiencing for ourselves the
exodus of
our forefathers from Mitzrayim, from Egypt? Would the compilers of the
Hagaddah
have insisted that each person is obligated to see himself as if he
personally
left Egypt?
While the other
mitzvoth associated with Pesach and the Seder
itself are rather straightforward and fairly simple, this mitzvah, says
the GR”A
seems particularly difficult. Certainly one cannot achieve this mindset
immediately upon performing the Seder. Rav Gamliel Rabinowitz notes
that one
needs to begin the process well before the night of the Seder and
build
upon multiple experiences involved in preparing for Pesach and for the
Seder.
If you go through the preparation and the rituals, says Rav Dessler,
you may
not recognize that you are re-experiencing the exodus, but on a deep
spiritual
level, your soul knows, for this is the season of our freedom, just as
Shavuot
is the season that Hashem gives us the Torah. The mitzvoth enter our
memory
bank and become imprinted on our neshamos so that we can enter the
experiential
“zone” of this yom tov.
In fact, says the Netivot
Shalom citing the Lekach
Tov, there are several instances where the Torah commanded us to
stand and
see: at the miracle of the sea, at the giving of the Torah, and before
entering
Eretz Yisroel, at Mt. Gerizim and Mt. Eval. At each of these places,
continues
the Netivot Shalom, it wasn’t just that generation that
stood and bore
witness to the event, but the souls of all of Knesset Yisroel, past,
present,
and future were joined in the experience. The soul therefore, never
forgets the
experience.
The soul may never
forget, but as living human beings, we
must also engage the body in the experience. Rabbi Twerski does not
think this
is so difficult. Our imaginations are rich and powerful, he tells us.
Imagine
yourself mixing the straw; let your mind hear the taskmaster scolding
you.
Create the imagery and reenact it.
The rituals of the
Seder help us taste the freedom of the
exodus as well as the oppression of the servitude. Dinking four cups of
wine
says the Derash Dovid, is certainly an expression of freedom, as is
offering a
blanket open invitation to anyone who needs it to come and join us for
this
occasion.
Rabbi Kram quoting the
Maaseh Nisim offers a
different perspective. He admits that it would be difficult if not
impossible
for us to re-experience the salvation of that generation or we would
have been
commanded to relive every holiday as it was originally experienced.
Rather, he
explains, we are to experience the kedushah of that time, its
holiness,
and our commitment to become Hashem’s servants rather than the
servants of man,
for Hashem took us out of Egypt in order lihiyot lochem leiElokim,
to be
our God.
Rabbi Dovid Cohen
reinforces this idea by examining the
timeline of Yetziat Mitzrayim, of the exodus. We started by
taking a
lamb and consecrating it to be a sacrifice. On the night of Pesach,
while still
in Egypt, we brought the lamb as the Pascal sacrifice, sat down ready
to go,
and ate of the offering as God’s presence was felt throughout
Egypt. It was not
until the next day, in broad daylight, that we physically left Egypt.
Yet the
Seder is conducted at night, not during the day. What we are
commemorating,
then, is the redemption of our souls from the impurity of Egypt through
the
revelation of his Divine Presence. We are celebrating being privileged
to see
the Divine revelation, and to become close to Hashem through our
service to
Him.
And for this, says the
Abudraham, we need to offer
thanks. The Hagaddah is not about history but about gratitude, and
therefore
most of the text of the Seder comes not from the story of the exodus
itself, as
related in Sefer Shemot, but from the ceremony of the bikkurim,
the first fruits. Therefore, says the Drash Dovid, the Hallel
we
recite as part of the Seder differs from the Hallel we recite
as part of
the yom tov liturgy. While we stand during Hallel of the
morning prayers
and bear witness to the miracles of prior times, at the Seder we sit,
for the
purpose of that Hallel is to sing praises to Hakodosh Boruch Hu
for
having saved us and redeemed our souls.
How are we to get
closer to Hashem, asks Halekach
Vehalebuv, Rav Gedaliah Schorr. Perhaps the best approach is to tap
into
the Tetragrammaton Name of Hakodosh Boruch Hu, the Name alluded to when
Moshe
asked for Hashem’s identity. That name clearly states God’s
omnipresence in
time and space, and transcends time and place. All time is merged in
Hashem’s
eyes, so that the exodus is happening right now, to me. I can then
achieve
clarity about my relationship with the Ribbonoh shel Olam.
This is the entire
point of the Seder, says the Shom Davar,
to teach us that each of us has a personal relationship with Hashem,
and that
His providence extends to each of us individually and personally. Every
detail
of the Pesach story points to recognizing that This is my God.
Study the
plagues. Start with the plague of blood where each Jew had water while
the
Egyptians had blood. If an Egyptian stole water from any Jew, it
automatically
turned to blood unless he paid the Jew for the water. Study the last
plague.
Each firstborn Jew was spared in spite of Death’s rampage against
each Egyptian
firstborn. And this personal oversight extended negatively as well to
the
Egyptians. At the Reed Sea, the most evil Egyptian suffered greatly and
drowned
slowly, while the less evil ones drowned quickly. Learn from the events
of the
exodus that God orchestrates every second of our lives. Believe that
just as we
say, “For me was the entire world created,” so are we to
believe that, “For me
were my forefathers redeemed from slavery in Egypt.”
Before the redemption,
Hashem examined each Israelite to
determine if he was worthy of redemption. Those who were deemed
unworthy, died
during the plague of darkness, and only those who were found worthy
were
redeemed. Since past, present, and future are merged in Hashem’s
eyes, we can
extrapolate that my forefathers were saved because Hashem deemed me to
be
worthy of being born generations later. Therefore do we begin our
blessing over
the second cup of wine by putting ourselves before our fathers,
“Blessed are
You … Who redeemed us and redeemed our ancestors from
Egypt.” I was deemed
worthy. I was chosen to have that special relationship with Hakodosh
Boruch Hu
and to have the privilege of serving Him.
This is the recurring
theme of every Passover Seder, says the
Mizmor Ledovid, that every year we find ourselves engulfed by
the
impurities and corruptions of the society of that generation. At the
Seder, we
have the opportunity to gain the clarity and light to extricate
ourselves from
these impurities so that Hashem will redeem us. As Rabbi Leff writes in
Festivals of Life, Hashem took us out of Mitzrayim, not
only from Eretz
Mitzrayim. He takes us out of that which constricts us, our
individual
narrow spaces in every generation, not only from the Land of Narrow
Places.
Every generation has
its own form of slavery and we are
unaware of it, says Halekach Vehalebuv. On Pesach, we ask
Hashem to open
our eyes and our hearts to recognize the limitations we are putting on
ourselves that keep us from even desiring the closeness with Hashem. Is
our
idol worship today the pursuit of money, or technology, or some other
excesses
of our materialistic society? These are the “Egyptian”
constraints on our soul.
When we clean our physical spaces in preparation for Pesach, we must
also clean
our spiritual spaces and create space for the Godly spirit within us to
be
active in our neshamos.
We believe with full
faith that the final redemption can come
at any time. As we prepare to commemorate our earlier redemption, we
must
remember to continually keep preparing to be worthy as individuals and
as a
nation for that final redemption, may it be speedily in our day.
Next year in Jerusalem!