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CORE CHARACTER: PARSHAT KI TETZE
Shira Smiles shiur – September 11. 2016/Ellul 8. 5776
Summary by Channie Koplowitz Stein
Among all the laws in the Torah there is one that almost all our sages agree
never happened and was never acted upon. This is the law of the wayward and
rebellious son. His parents have determined that their son, despite all their
best efforts as perfect parents, refuses to listen to their voice, has become
wayward and rebellious, has resorted to gluttony and drunkenness, and they now
bring him to the elders of the city to pass judgment upon him, the death
sentence of stoning.
The overriding question is obviously that if this law was so complex as to
render it impossible to ever execute, why is it included in the Torah and why
are we to study it? In that study, we will certainly compare this rebellious
son to Yishmael, the son of Avraham and Hagar, a young man steeped in the three
cardinal sins of murder, improper sexual relations, and worshiping gods other
than Hashem, sins for which Hashem agrees with Sarah that the proper course of
action was was to send him and his mother Hagar away from home so he would not
be a bad influence on Yitzchak. Nevertheless, when Yishmael was dying of thirst
and he cried out to Hashem, Hashem hearkened to his voice and did not let him
die. The Midrash explains that the angels argued with Hashem that Yishmael’s
descendants would be responsible for killing Jews from thirst on their journey
to exile, and therefore Yishmael was not worthy of staying alive now. Hashem
responded one judges a person where they are now, not for future sins.
The question than is why did Hashem allow Yishmael to live while sentencing the
wayward son to death for fear of the future sins he may commit in order to get
money to pay for his excessive pleasures.
The Torah itself seems to give us the answer. An angel appears to Hagar and
reassures her, “Fear not, for God has heeded the cry of the youth ba’asher
hu sham - in his present state.” In other words, although Yishmael had sinned
so egregiously in the past and his descendants are destined to be evil in the
future, at this moment that he is crying out to Hashem he is righteous and is
being judged in this moment in his current state.
Yet, why does Hashem judge the rebellious son for his
future actions? Rabbi Rebo in Minchas Michoel quotes the Slobodka Rosh
Yeshiva who offers an interesting twist on our usual understanding.
Rabbi Rebo reminds us that Hashem sometimes judges with strict justice and at
other times with compassion. Rabbi Rebo declares that, contrary to what we
would assume, Hashem judged Yishmael with strict judgment and the rebellious
son with compassion. How is that possible? By taking the long view, we will
realize that by executing the rebellious son now, before he has a chance to be
totally evil, we enable him to enter the future, permanent, spiritual world. On
the other hand, by granting compassion to Yishmael in this physical life, God’s
full judgment will be meted out in the future, and he will lose his portion in
the eternal, spiritual world.
The Mishnas Rabi Aharon elucidates by citing the
Ibn Ezra and Ramban. The rebellious son is already an apostate. By his current
lifestyle, he lives only in the present, thus denying the existence of God and
an afterlife. He has effectively rejected the command, “You shall be holy.” For
this reason, he’s not really being judged on his future, but on his current
status, just as Yishmael was judged on his current status. His sin is not so
much his overindulgence in food and drink as it is that he has already chosen
to live a life in which he remains in the groove of pure physicality. While
Yishmael is doing teshuvah and reconnecting to Hashem at this moment, the
rebellious son is already paving the path of his own destruction.
Where are we this year in the month of Elul, as Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur
approach? We also create grooves and neural pathways in our brains that point
us in the direction we will go. We have the choice of which pathways we will
create, but once the groove is embedded, it’s extremely difficult to escape.
Teshuvah becomes virtually impossible.
Are we then permanently tied to a sinful lifestyle once we are on that path?
Don’t we continue to have free choice? Rabbi Eliah Lopian in Lev Eliyahu
notes that when Hashem introduced David to the Prophet Shmuel as the one chosen
to be king, Shmuel was apprehensive, fearing that since David was a redhead
like Esau, he would have a similar lust for the red blood of killing as Esau
did. But Hashem reassured Shmuel that David had “beautiful eyes”, and that he
would only kill with the consent of the Sanhedrin. Although David may have been
predisposed to murder, he chose to turn that trait into a positive, just as
someone who likes the sight of blood may choose to be a shochet (or a surgeon).
Therefore, one should never be judged based simply on his character trait until
he actualizes it in deed.
However, one can go so far along the negative path that he digs himself so
deeply into a rut that he cannot climb out. He himself has created a second
nature that has become the block to teshuvah. The rebellious son is being held
accountable for this mindset. He has no idea of what it means to be holy and to
have a relationship with Hakodosh Boruch Hu. Having removed the purpose of
life, he is no longer entitled to life. As such, he is being judged on his
current status.
Teshuvah is about getting perspective. Is my life all about the physical or
about the spiritual? Yishmael right now is doing nothing wrong and is even
reconnecting to God by calling out to him. The rebellious son has taken God out
of the picture completely and is not even looking for another path. As Rabbi
Schwadron in Letitcha Elyon, notes, that Elul is preparation for the
Yomim Noraim when Hashem will judge us by our current status. The question for
us is are we to some extent entrenched in a downward path on a negative
foundation? When we wake up in the morning, what do we set for ourselves?
Merely to eat, drink, and be merry, or to have worthwhile goals to accomplish
something that will help us grow spiritually? Is our gestalt based on physical
or on spiritual values?
We all have both positive and negative character traits, and our higher faculty
enables us to choose how to use them, writes Rabbi Eisenberger in Mesilot
Bilvovom. He offers a wonderful analogy to understand the role of our
negative character traits in our sins. If one has a fruit tree with problems,
one notices whether the problem lies in the fruit or in the roots. If the
problem is in the fruit, one need merely discard the crop and work on cultivate
for better fruit in the coming season. However, if the problem is in the roots,
the tree itself needs to be uprooted and destroyed. Similarly, our sins are
like the fruit. But if we trace back the motivation for the sins, the
underlying character traits, we can remain alert when these emotions are
aroused. For example, if we are prone to cheating or stealing or even speaking loshon
horo, perhaps the underlying catalyst is a tendency toward jealousy. Then
when we start feeling jealous, the alarms should go off and prevent us from
further sins. This is the lesson we are to learn from the wayward and
rebellious son.
But it is not enough to make oneself aware of these negative paths. Rabbi
Eisenberger continues, citing a parable from the Chofetz Chaim. If a wagoner
points his horse in the right direction but then dozes off, it is highly likely
that the horse will stray from the appointed path. The waggoneer must hold
tightly onto the reins and continuously adjust them to keep the horse on the
right path. So too must we remain constantly vigilant of our negative
tendencies and keep them in check on the right path.
Rabbi Yaakov Meir Schechter, citing Rav Ovadiah Bartenura, notes in The
Scent of Eden that although the order of transmission is so central to the
belief in the authenticity of Torah She’Be’al Peh, it was nevertheless
placed only at the beginning of Avoth rather than at the beginning of
every tractate. Since Avoth is primarily a book of ethics and on
perfecting one’s character, we are meant to understand that just as all the
other laws are derived from Sinai, so too are we commanded to overcome and
eliminate these negative traits and perfect our character, Perfecting our
character is a mitzvah from Sinai. If we can sort our sins into “character
categories”, we will more likely be able to plan an effective general attack.
Here we have a difference between Yishmael and the rebellious son. Right now,
Yishmael is on a corrective path in spite of his previous sins. The rebellious
son, however, is so entrenched in his negative ways that he won’t listen to the
advice and admonitions of others, even his parents, writes Rabbi Wachtfogel.
The Ohel Moshe, citing Rav Shach, brings proof from the end of the Parsha
of Yishmael’s willingness to heed others. The Torah states that he married
the woman his mother brought him from Egypt.
Messages come to us not only from our earthly relatives and friends, but daily
from Hakodosh Boruch Hu Himself. The question is are we attuned to hearing
these messages and accepting that they are meant for us, not for someone else,
asks Rabbi Leff. Hashem communicates with us in so many ways. When something
happens, or when we meet someone, do we ask ourselves what we can learn from
the situation or the encounter? Or do we just attribute everything to
coincidence and” luck”?
It is not the particular sin, whether we consider it a major or minor sin, that
determines the severity of the sin, but rather the effect it has on our core.
Some sins remain external to us, not changing our essence, while others have a
profound effect on our essence, writes Rabbi Goldwicht in Asufat Maarachot.
Bnei Yisroel sinned with every major sin during the time of the First Temple.
Yet the exile with which we were punished lasted only seventy years. In
contrast, during the Second Temple era, Bnei Yisroel kept all the mitzvoth.
Their one flaw was that they felt unfounded hatred for other Jews (often
leading to hurtful acts). And for this flaw in character we are still in exile
almost 2,000 years after the destruction of the Temple.
Yishmael was involved in the three cardinal sins, yet they hadn’t corrupted his
essence, continues Rabbi Goldwicht. He never lost his connection to Hakodosh
Boruch Hu, and when his situation became desperate, he called out to Hashem.
But the rebellious son has broken that connection. He has closed the door on
the relationship. His very essence has been corrupted.
Hashem has commanded that we “say before Him Kingship, Remembrance, and the
sound of the Shofar.” Further, the blessing before performing the mitzvah of
shofar states that we are commanded to “hear the sound of the shofar,” not to
blow the shofar. The shofar is meant to awaken us to seek the connection to the
Ribbono shel olam. Only then will the words of Kingship and Remembering rise up
together together with the sounds of the shofar and with our personal prayers
and requests.
We start hearing the sound of the shofar in Elul, and it should awaken the true
essence of our being. In the month of Elul we are our true spiritual selves,
even when we haven’t been able to maintain the spirituality that is the core of
our being during the preceding eleven months. Find the one character trait that
is affecting your actions and behavior, and be tuned in to it. Then allow your
inner voice to make the connection to Hakodosh Boruch Hu.
How can I improve myself? Rabbi Friefeld, in In Search of Greatness
explains the steps outlined in Rabbi Bachya’s Chovos Halevovos. Take one
small area of improvement and work on it until it becomes second nature, and
only then move on. Perhaps, choose an area of self improvement that focuses in
on the positive side of the character trait you are working on improving.
For example, if one is working on carelessness in speech, they can take on
complementing a few people each day. However, it all begins only when we
have instilled in ourselves a strong desire for improvement. If we hold tight
to the reins as we go on our journey, we will be headed in the right direction,
even if the steps seem small. Listen to the voices of our spiritual advisers,
and listen closely to the deep voice within ourselves until we’ve created
habits of every small change as we continue our spiritual growth. We are human
and will inevitably stumble, but if we maintain our connection to Hakodosh
Boruch Hu, we can succeedstill call out to Him and He will listen.